Last Day at San Jose

Today was my last day of volunteering at San Jose. I spent the afternoon putting together the invitations for their annual Art with Heart fundraiser that will be on May 15th. I wish I could help out with the event again, but it is on the same day as graduation.

I've really enjoyed my time at San Jose Clinic and truly learned a lot from my experience there. Yes, I did not get to work with patients this semester since I volunteered in the afternoons, but I do realize that every little contribution toward the clinic helps them out tremendously. The power of volunteer work is exemplified especially in their Art with Heart fundraiser, which pretty much depends on countless hours put in by altruistic people.

I'm ready to close this chapter of my life and move on to the next exciting one - medical school at Baylor College of Medicine. I am incredibly excited about the future and feel I've done what I needed to do at UST. It's time for the next step toward my future.

As for what I'm doing this summer, I'll be moving into the condo I bought near the med center right after graduation. Then, I'll hopefully be spending 10 days in Europe in the beginning of June, going to New York for a week at the end of June, and traveling to Hawaii in the beginning of July. Also, I might go to Vegas for a few days, but I haven't fully decided on that yet. Basically, I'll be having fun this summer and not doing any thinking before starting med school! Oh, on a side note, I also chose the name Gatsby for my puppy!

I'm not really sure how to conclude a blog that I've kept for two semesters. I've really seen my time at San Jose develop and change as well as health care itself. This entire service learning project with Med Micro and Cell Bio has truly been one of the most unique and poignant assignments I've ever had. Honestly, more classes at UST should have a volunteering component to add a humanistic, real-world application to our course work. It is well worth the time and effort, and first-hand observation as well as getting involved always leave a more lasting impression on our memories than reading or hearing something one never fully sees in its complete, living existence.

Waiting...

I was excited yesterday to finally be able to get back to volunteering at San Jose since I haven't had a Friday afternoon free in weeks.

I arrive at the clinic, geared up and ready to help out. What do I end up doing?

Waiting.

And waiting.

Yes, that's right. I spent an hour and a half waiting for Sam and Jeff, the volunteer coordinators, to return from a meeting at George R. Brown. Hopefully, I'll get to actually volunteer next week, my final week at San Jose.

I haven't decided whether to do my pamphlet over diabetes or hypertension - the two most common diseases treated at San Jose Clinic. I suppose I actually have to get a group of volunteers from San Jose first before deciding on the pamphlet topic. Must get on that!

At least the wait time gave me an opportunity to reflect upon my week, my life, and all of the chaos going on in it.

Some highlights of the past week:

- Making cookie dough truffles for the first time - they turned out delicious!

- Giving my cell presentation

- Signing up for Chi Rho, the theology honor society

- Going to the Phi Sigma Tau (philosophy honor society) induction - (Tri-Beta's induction blows them out of the water =D)

- Spending time catching up/reconnecting with old friends

The biggest event of the past week though: I got a puppy!

His name is Buster, and he's a 3 month-old Yorkie. He's incredibly intelligent - getting potty trained in a new environment in one day, adjusting well to his crate the next, and then learning how to play fetch the day after that. I'm working on the "sit" command right now. He has the most adorable teddy bear face.

I'm not completely set on sticking with the name Buster though. I'm considering renaming him Sammy or Gatsby, but I'm also asking other people for suggestions. What name do you think fits him?

Symposium Weekend

It's symposium weekend, and I'm getting ready for my cell presentation. Therefore yet again, I wasn't able to volunteer at San Jose. However, good news, I'll be able to go twice next week to round out my hours.

I'll be honest. I've been going through something personal and emotional this week, so I'm not up for another musing on bioethics or health care reform. The world doesn't stop either, so I can't just lay in bed and cry all day. I just keep going the best I can.

I throw myself into my work when my personal life gets tough. I always have - after my dad died, when my mom went through chemo, after every breakup. I guess the bright side of this situation is it couldn't happen at a better time of the year - the final push at the end of the semester. At least I'm self-aware. It makes things easier to cope with and recover from.

In the mean time, I'm just trying to walk with confidence and keep my chin up. Every day it gets easier to smile and laugh again, and one day, I'll wake up and just be happy, through and through. I have no fear. I know I'll get through this. I always do.

Hiatus

I haven't been able to volunteer for the past two weeks because I was out of town during Spring Break and had to leave for the Tri-Beta regional conference last Friday. Unfortunately, San Jose is closed for Easter break this Friday, but hopefully I will be able to volunteer on Wednesday afternoon.

In other news, the Tri-Beta regional conference went really well. The drive up there took 6 hours during Friday rush hour in Houston and Dallas but only 4 1/2 hours coming back. Shh, I tend to speed...

I gave my chapter presentation on the activities of the Nu Beta Chapter at UST for the past year. Going in, I had only heard that many other small schools were avidly involved in Tri-Beta, so I thought every other chapter would blow us out of the water. However, I was pleasantly surprised to find that we're one of the most active and productive chapters.

April is going to be one incredibly hectic month, so we'll see how much time I have to actually volunteer and blog. One thing that has been on my mind is how San Jose Clinic is reacting to all the health care reform going on. Typically, negative reactions have come from the right-winged, upper classes. San Jose Clinic though caters to the uninsured and low-income patients, so I was curious as to whether they are having a very positive reaction to the extension of coverage to roughly 32 million more Americans and the penalties involved for not having health insurance. I'll have to ask Sam about this next time I see her.

Another Random Musing

I was not able to volunteer on Friday because taking pictures of our transfections took much longer than expected. It actually took up almost the entire time I usually go to volunteer, so I decided to head home since I already had plans for that evening. However, as always, I constantly have random musings about health care, and I thought I'd make today's blog entry lab-themed due to the aforementioned circumstances.

With health care's status quo, there is a struggle between the morality of managed care and defensive medicine. Also called the "shotgun approach" to diagnosis, defensive medicine caters more toward the middle class and upper economic, insured brackets. Doctors issue an extraneous amount of lab tests and scans in order to remove any legal liability of neglect should an incorrect diagnosis occur.

On the other end of the spectrum, managed care happens mostly with HMO's when insurance companies and doctors are looking to save as much money as possible and issue the minimum amount of lab tests and scans. There is also usually a financial incentive for the doctor if they save money by "undertreating." Sometimes, this results in cutting corners by outrightly refusing some test the doctor may deem "unnecessary" at the moment.

Where in this range does an underserved institution like San Jose Clinic stand? The majority of their patients do not have insurance. Hence, that is why they are a charitable institution catering to the underserved and uninsured. However, as a doctor volunteering one's time at the clinic, how does this affect what tests you recommend to the patient? Do you err on the side of caution and more defensive-type medicine, or do you only inform only about tests within the financial reach of the patient? What can be done should a low-income, uninsured patient require an expensive procedure? Do the doctors and administration at San Jose take the time to petition for lowering the cost of costly medical procedures?

Medicine faces an infinite number of moral quandaries in its practice, and San Jose Clinic and other institutions of that type have their own sector of medical ethics to contend with. It's the side of the ethical debate you don't hear much about, and it takes musings like this to actually stand up and take notice of that exact lack of attention.

Day 3

It's been a hectic week, so this post is a bit late in coming. Being a second semester senior is no picnic, but the glorious end is near! =)

Anyways, last Friday, Rachel Chacko and I were assigned again to several different tasks that we carried out in the volunteer office on the first floor. First, we had to type up several documents of instructions for San Jose Clinic to be put on the database. Mine were specifically about bleach baths, the application of retinol A, and how to care for skin after blistering agents are used. Since Rachel and I are both fast typers, this task was completed rather quickly.

Our next task took us on a journey back to our childhood as we had to prepare little coloring bags for kids for Easter at San Jose. We had to put three crayons in each of seventy bags, and we had to cut out paper butterflies and lady bugs for them to color in. A tongue depressor and either a butterfly or a lady bug were put into the bag, and the child would glue the bug on the end of the tongue depressor. As a child, I always preferred colored pencils. They were just neater and easier to color with. I had the technique down where you do the dark, bold outline and shade in the shape lightly. It worked wonders on my geography maps in high school.

The last random task made it feel like Christmas. We were given a box of children's books that were wrapped and donated to San Jose for Christmas, and our task was to unwrap them so that they could be wrapped again in different paper for Easter to be given to children. It was actually fun just opening the presents and see what book was inside because many of them took us back to our childhood. I was definitely a voracious reader as a child, always carrying a book everywhere I went. I read while I ate, rode in the car, went grocery shopping, ran on the elliptical machine, etc.

Definitely a day of reconnecting with our youth, it was another week of small tasks for San Jose. However, without volunteer help, I wonder how they could accomplish all that we contribute to along with all of their other more prominent work. Every little bit counts, and that's what matters.

An Afternoon of Fast Tasks

Our second week at San Jose Clinic, Sam decided to take the day off, so Rachel Chacko and I were under the direction of Jeff. First, he had us making tags for all of the art that will be in the Art with Heart auction fundraiser. We had to put a square piece of masking tape centered on the end of a yellow 5 X 7 in. index card, and then we had to punch a hole in the middle of the taped area. After that, we had to loop some wire through the hole so that the card could later be labeled and attached to the art. Needless to say, we did the same as last week and had a smooth assembly line-like system down where Rachel cut and placed the tape, and I punched holes and looped wire. We ran out of wire early, so we went through another stack of 100 index cards with Rachel cutting tape while I placed tape and punched holes. Yes, it was as exciting as it sounds, but we're happy to do whatever we can to help.

After we finished that task, Jeff had us move a bunch of boxes and some artwork from one storage cage to another. Rachel and I again worked surprisingly quickly and in an organized manner, and we had that done in no time. Also, strangely enough, none of the boxes were too heavy for us to move. It was pretty interesting to see the random Christmas decorations San Jose Clinic had as well as some of the artwork that was either not sold at the auction last year or will be auctioned at the upcoming Art with Heart.

Once done with the moving, Jeff asked us to set up two laptops in one of the first floor offices. We hooked the laptop up to the wall outlets and ethernet connection and got them ready to eventually be logged into. Upon finishing that, we then had to create an Excel spreadsheet of the names of all the health care providers in their Downtown doctor directory. That took about two minutes with my speedy typing skills, so Jeff ended up letting us go twenty minutes early. Another afternoon small tasks is another afternoon of small contributions that help to get things done at San Jose.

On a side note, I should work on quickening the pace of my verbal communication in Spanish. A Spanish dental patient lost her way in the clinic, and she asked us for directions to the dental office. I was surprised I understood exactly what she was looking for, but it took me a while to think of the vocabulary as to how to direct her to the dental office. Luckily, a receptionist overheard her and directed her toward it. After a summer of shadowing an Argentinian medical oncologist, my Spanish listening and comprehension skills are sharp, but my speaking skills need more practice. Perhaps I'll have time to crack open some Spanish books during Spring Break.